The Midnight Rant.

(Note: This post was typed in the middle of the night by a very tired Ryan. Forgive him as he drifts along, seemingly making an effort to sound like an autistic person. Do not judge him by this writing alone. In fact, do not judge him at all. Ever.)

It’s about 1am on Monday morning, and I can’t sleep to save my life. 3-day weekends are a wonderful thing, but they tend to ruin your physical clock when it comes time to set it back to your work schedule. Nonetheless, I shall catch up on my sleep sometime tomorrow, and be good and rested for the shortened work week.

Before I get to anything else, I’m urging you to make The Arcade Fire‘s “Funeral” your next CD purchase. They not only live up to their own hype, but they far surpass the hype of all the others in 2004 (you hear me talking, TV On the Radio?). Give them a chance, the album is flat-out beautiful. My only regret was not buying it sooner. Speaking of music reviews, I’m waiting patiently for my CD review to grace the pages of Core Weekly. Once it shows up there, (or if I get immediately canned) I’ll let you know.

I have the song “Experimental Film”, by They Might Be Giants in my head right now. The song is hilarious, mainly about experimental college filmmakers and how amazing their first movie is going to be. They have a “music video” up at Homestar Runner, featuring Strong Bad and company. It contains all the usual “experimental” film aspects: Sad guys looking into bathroom mirrors, bare swinging lightbulbs on strings, not a script to speak of, and so forth. It’s a shame that my first movie fell through, because I really wanted to prove you could make a zero-budget college film without falling into that asinine trap of gratuity for the sake of “art”. It can be done, it just needs talent without the pretention. Just because you own a gun doesn’t mean that you have to shoot somebody with it, and just because you’re making your own movie doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t be able to watch it with your Mother. Just my opinion.

Since we’re on the topic of me being better than most, I’ll have you know that I’m working on a children’s book. You can keep your weird for the sake of being weird, because I’m doing something for the kids! I’m setting my goals nice and low, so it should be all done by Halloween. I also plan on doing something in the distant future with Boycott Unity. I’m trying to keep myself completely immersed with writing and whatnot, because if I stop for more than a second I’ll realize that writing is not my real job. Then I’ll have to take a realistic look at my actual job that’s going absolutely nowhere, and I’ll have to hang myself in the laundry room. So, until I say otherwise, I’m a professional writer that works in the Mailroom of a state agency strictly for the life experience.

Can you tell that I’m getting tired?

I donated $50 to Planned Parenthood of Dane County, which will be coming out of my work wages over the next few weeks. I didn’t bring this up because I wanted praise (I do), I just wanted to prove that I actually put effort into things I believe in. I didn’t give any money to the Tsunami relief fund, because I doubt any of my cash would make it to where it was needed. Even so, natural disasters are something that you just have to deal with as they come. They can’t be prevented or controlled whatsoever. It was horrid and awful what happened, surely one of the worst disasters we will see in our lifetimes, but no dollar amount will ever suffice regardless. But if my money can go into helping out one confused girl, or prevent one more unwanted child from getting lost in the system, that will make a world of difference to someone around here. You can’t put a condom on a tidal wave, but it can still prevent a disaster. Hey, I’m going to pitch that catchphrase to the Durex people, maybe they’ll cut me a check.

I’m obviously ready for bed now. I have to get undressed in the living room though, because I’m afraid if I wake up the Missus with my stumbling around, she’ll kick my ass. She sleeps so heavily though, I could probably get shot by an intruder and she wouldn’t even shift. She kicks and punches in her sleep so much, I’m suspecting it was her who caused my neck injury last week. (I pulled a muscle in my neck, and couldn’t move it for 3 days. I was a vegetable, and I couldn’t shower or wash my hair.) I very clearly remember her opening her eyes one night, looking directly at me, and punching me in the face. Now, that couldn’t have been an accident.

According to her, I freak the hell out in my sleep. I scream, whimper, swing myself around, laugh like a serial killer, and even slip into an impression of a southern preacher (Jee-sus-ah!) Perhaps we should videotape this, although she told me that it wouldn’t be very funny, only scary and confusing to me. God bless her, so knows I’d be afraid of myself. All I know is that if I hurt myself sleeping like I did last week with my neck, I might as well buy a good motorized wheelchair right now, because I’ll be worthless. (Sweet Je-sus-ah!)

I told you I was going to bed an hour ago, but here I am talking your ear off. That reminds me of old Middle School phone conversations with people. Refusing to hang up until the other person hung up first, actually falling asleep on the phone, your ear swollen and red from mashing the receiver against it for 6 hours. That might be why I hate talking on the phone now that I’m older. Have you ever fallen asleep while talking to someone? It’s the strangest feeling in the world. Just hang up and go to sleep!


15 thoughts on “The Midnight Rant.

  1. Maybe you would have been able to sleep if you had actually gone to bed.

    I knew you weren’t writing for 2 hours; you wrote for 50 minutes. What were you doing from 12:00 to 1:00? I knew you were lying, just like you always do.


  2. i couldn’t agree more on the planned parenthood vs. tsunami relief effort. i don’t feel any need to contribute money that will go directly to the future invasion of Iran fund. I’d also rather donate to an organization trying to help the human race rather than one trying to violently destroy it.


  3. Amen to that. It’s sad that the amount donated by U.S. citizens far outweighs the amount pledged by the U.S. Government. Worse off, the U.S. didn’t even pay up the amount they pledged yet.

    Bush was talking on Meet The Press about “not ruling out” the chance of action in Iran over the next 4 years. He seriously needs to be stopped.


  4. How dare Planned Parenthood promote responsibility, and try to reduce the number of broken homes, deadbeat dads, and unwanted children? Everyone knows that abstinence is the ONLY true way to be responsible, right? Thank you very much, Freshman year health class!

    LetsEatPaste, I take it you’ve seen the Homestar Runner send-off of the “Experimental Film” video? If not, you’ll really like it there, I promise.

    TMBG has a way of making a hook bury itself into your brain, causing you to sing it to yourself a thousand times in the middle of the night. That’s a pretty amazing claim, right there.


  5. I hadn’t seen the Homestar Runner thing, but now I have, thanks to you and your blog. The guy-in-the-mirror thing reminded me of the film Pi. I really hated that movie, which is weird because I’m good at math.

    I think we should solve the whole planned parenthood/abortion issue right here in this blog comment section, whaddayasay? I’m pretty sure I’d win, since I’m older than you.


  6. I thought Pi was decent, but my wife hated it. You’re right, though, Pi had tons of typical “college-film” aspects to it. Mostly because it was that sort of film, but I suppose it’s still no excuse.

    Homestar Runner is great. It was only a matter of time before the Johns teamed up with them.

    Just for clarification, I didn’t mention abortion, I just mentioned Planned Parenthood. The last thing we need around here are intelligent people arguing about their differing beliefs. Nobody would convice the other, and we’d all just be slightly more upset than when we started.

    I totally understand and respect both sides of this never-ending argument, and everyone has their own solid reasons for why they believe what they believe. That’s why I like living here.

    Besides, I’ve seen your picture, and I know you could crush my windpipe with your thumbs if provoked.


  7. Last time I saw TMBG a couple years ago, they played all of those extra song snippet things at the end of Apollo 18, arranged exactly as recorded. Very fun.

    Have you seen the “Gigantic” tmbg documentary dvd? It has a lot of commentary from Ira Glass and Sarah Vowell from This American Life, which is probably my favorite thing about it.


  8. I got “Gigantic” as a present last Christmas (2003). It’s jam-packed with goodness!

    Sarah Vowell is a very funny lady. I like it when she’s on Conan O’Brien.


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